The issues (not going to call them problems) being on holiday cause, for me.

It’s that time again... I’m on holiday, and I’m starting to feel restless. Now, while this happens every time (normally after a week of holiday), and I’ve actually taught myself to expect it... It doesn’t make it suck any less. While I’ve given myself tools and ‘passions’ to compensate... It does come to a point …

It is so difficult for me to just cool it, and let things unfold in their own time.

This problem that I have has two hands. On the one hand it's a very good thing - When I'm passionate about an idea... It gets done, I make sure of it. On the other hand, when I'm passionate about  something... It can masquerade as an obsession. Which doesn't bother me so much as it …

Why I’ve been off the scene for a while

I know I've been off the scene for quite a while. That is because I'm realising that it's very difficult for my mind to think about, and execute more than one activity at once. If that is because of my brain injury, or if it's just the way that I'm wired... I have no idea. …

Something that I’m not going to change or apologize for

It’s a normal Saturday morning for me; I wake up, make myself  some coffee which I take back to bed, read a chapter of the book that I’m reading, get up, have my shower, have my breakfast... Then I go through to the shops. That is generally what happens every Saturday... Pretty boring, nothing that …

Why do I still dream about this stuff??? I’m moving along, I haven’t moved on.

I don’t remember my dreams very often, but when I do it’s always about different circumstances... Same people. These thoughts don’t bother me in my waking hours, at all. You know when an event was so huge in your life that it is almost a constant thought, but becomes inconsequential... That explains these dreams of …

A spring clean day for my little flatlet, and what that entails

Spring clean day. It may not be running around, lifting weights, doing serious cardio... That may be true, but it does feel like I’ve done some serious workout judging by how red and sweaty I am. So domestic work is definitely not ‘easy’ and not for sissys. I don’t even have a lot to do …

I’m grateful for this time.

So far, this year has been very different to what the last 6 years have been like for me. Has it been more relaxing? Yes. Has it been less busy? Yes. Have I enjoyed not having to set my alarm for 6 'o clock every day? Yes. Don't get me wrong, I still set my …

Being confident and strong-willed. Is that always a good thing? TBI addition

I’ve always prided myself on being the confident person that I present to the world, more so now as I don’t really have a choice in the matter... I can either be self assured in the looks that I get from younger people, or I could feel so self-conscious about the way that I move, and …

If I could redo my life.

Do you ever wish that you could go back to your childhood, and just redo everything? Redo your whole life up to this point, make different decisions, put yourself in different circumstances, open yourself up to different opportunities. Do you wish that you had made decisions that allowed you to grow in a different way. …

My rant

People say that I must blog more, that I write very well, that my blogs are so interesting. What they don't know is how much time I spend actually thinking about something worthwhile, and something meaningful to write about. If my life was very busy and very stressful it would be easy to write all …